OMG. I’m feeling so nervous!

That i feel like vomiting ,

that i feel like shitting,

that i feel as thou i cant breathe,

that i have stomach ache,

that i keep farting,

that i cant sleep!

Ahhh~ ! Please , can someone teach me how to control my emotions ?!

Everyone who knows congratulated me, except for myself.

I don’t feel as happy. It all happen too fast and too sudden.

I find myself not prepared at all and i have alot of things left undone.

Shitty feeling.

I wish i am stronger.