17 November 2011

I’m so happy these 2 days and i’m amazed…… by myself. Hahaha!

Learned how to do self-braid french braids and dutch braids, in say.. an hour? Prolly there are alot ppl out there learned alot faster.

But ! Amazed much! Loving it.

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I really find it annoying that people don’t say things all at once. They kept coming back and add new things, cant they just straight all their thoughts first?

Totally feel like screaming at her.

Corporate world is really ugly. You never know who is your real friend and who’s not or maybe there’s no such thing call FRIEND. Once your authority change, your pattern also change. 拿着鸡毛当令箭. I don’t know how much can i trust you.

I wish for a change but first I must master some courage to take the first small step.

 

14 November 2011

Since last week, i keep having this feel to blog. That moment, i really have lots in mind to write about but now, i seems to have forgotten 7788 of them.

Right.

Ubin trip on 5th Nov with Liting and Don is great ! The noobs (me and ♥小美) just followed the two pros around. Cycled like there’s no tomorrow, been to places where the both of us didn’t went to during the previous trips.

 

I became 2 shades darker after and i still have my watch tanned line on my wrist. =.=

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Just some thoughts.

I finally feel the “stable-ness” (somehow). Felt alot more 踏实. Does this means i’m ready?

well, i wouldn’t say its a total 101% , an 80% ?

=D

I’m glad that ♥小美 didn’t give up on me and neither do i gave up on him throughout these years. Though he might not have said anything, I believe he did try his best to reconcile things between us in his own ways during that difficult time. Deeply hurt but gained much more love.

感觉有你真幸福。

Ever since the Ubin trip, ♥小美 says we should get more sporty attire. (Because the both of us look totally going-to-town while Liting and Don look i’m-here-to-cycle ! ) Hahaha… This explains our Portugal party tank. =D

Decisions

Can i consider these decisions that i have to make as life-changing ones?

Its uber difficult for me as i am the indecisive breed.

More often than not, i’m caught in dilemma. There’s always alot of “what-if(s)” kind of qns running in my mind.

“What if i choose to do this in this way and it didn’t turn out to be favourable?”

“What if this is actually a better solution?”

“What if… What if… WHAT IF..!”

Sometimes i rrly hate myself, my character, my personality and to make it worst , i like to make myself look tough and confident to hide those flaws.

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Decisions are:-

1) To continue study. ( ACCA — CPA ) / (CFA)

Clearly, I don’t have an idea of which area i want to develop on. I always have this interest in Investing but come to think of it, i don’t think im of the caliber given the kind of indecisive personality i have. You know, every second is crucial, its talking about fluctuations in millions. Then, to continue in accounting…………… well, i don’t have much objections to it but its probably not what i like.

 

2) To move on.

For this, i shall not elaborate further on this world wide web.

 

3) To apply for BTO.

OMG. Couldn’t believe that i’m of the age to 谈婚论嫁 ! Even the usual topics with the girls are revolving about marriage / BTOs / in-laws. So me and love have decided on the BTO. Waiting for it to launch. This is like so EXCITING too, you gonna make a decision to spend a life-time with someone. AHH!

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Hangzhou , Xi Hu (Westlake)

ohhh~ I wanna travel again.

:)

A big wide smile for the world.

Been real long since i’ve last blogged. I even got the username wrong for n-times. (ok, a lil exaggerating over here, it was just 3 times)

Well well well~. Life has been pretty different.

No longer the Uni student and the tutor, which i really missed being one. Where, there are only 2 major worries, that is:- 1) Money and 2) Grades ( both mine and my students). Daily routine would either be school or student’s place, with occasional meet-ups with friends. This kind of life though is a lil mundane, its still and definitely more carefree than now.  Most importantly, you don’t feel you’re aging that fast.

Now that my job is stable with a decent income, I find that i don’t have time anymore!

Got money no time. In the past, got time no money.

Always like dead tired when i reach home. Each financial closing makes me feel that i’ve aged 10 years. So, till now, guessed i looked 30 years older. SOBB!

However, on a brighter side, I can now buy all the stuffs that i like and of cox i can afford it. Thats the so-called ‘good side of working life’.

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Right. I should stop procrastinating and start packing whatever that is lying on the floor, plan on my shanghai trip and do up the payment for gmarket.

AIYAHHHH, LAZY AHHHH

안녕 !

오래간만이에요  !

조금 바빠요. 하지만, 잘 지내요.

=D

Ok, tts my PTE LTD korean.

I’m trying to say:- Its been a long time! Have been busy but have spend my days well.

Heee.

이쁜다 !

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ~!

National Day 2010

Ahhh~ ! i spent the day nua-ing around cox ♥小美 has to go for the parade.

Fireworks this year is like super nice compared to last year’s.

Unfortunately, i only get to hear them and seeing them on tv.

Then, i was waiting for ♥小美 to appear on tv and i cant help but to laugh at him =x. Muahahaha!

I managed to capture a pic of him. Aiya, too bad, his face was blocked my his bino.

and Yays ! no more rehearsals ! We can have our lovely saturdays back.

*WINKS*

Hahaha!

Not fun one lehs.

Haha! the title is like super singlish.

My life now is like :-  Sleep – Work – Eat – Work – Eat – Sleep and this cycle just go on for 5 days.

SO depressed.

And sleep is like forever not enough now.Even though i sleep like 10pm , i would still feel sleepy in the office.

RAHHS.

ok. I’m the pessimistic kind. Life sucks now.Especially with the OTs.

I hope it will be better this week since closing is almost over.

Hais ~~

what to do nehs.

OMG. I’m feeling so nervous!

That i feel like vomiting ,

that i feel like shitting,

that i feel as thou i cant breathe,

that i have stomach ache,

that i keep farting,

that i cant sleep!

Ahhh~ ! Please , can someone teach me how to control my emotions ?!

Everyone who knows congratulated me, except for myself.

I don’t feel as happy. It all happen too fast and too sudden.

I find myself not prepared at all and i have alot of things left undone.

Shitty feeling.

I wish i am stronger.

나 나쁜 여자가 아니에요 [ I am not a bad girl ]

Though i have very gim hair.

Hais, this is being stereotypical.

If it is so, then all Caucasians have to go dye their hair black.

Don’t know why I always kanna this kind of comments.

Maybe I really should consider dying my hair black and probably need a plastic surgery to change my looks.

Cox i can foresee that when I’m with black hair, there will be comments like , u wear like ah-lian, u look ah lian.

But, then again, why must I let this kind of idiotic comments change my life.

[ and i rrly like my gim hair ]

OK, this shall be the last time, I shan’t get affected by this kind of comments again.

OHHH ~~~ This is so brainless.

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I hope one day i can type my entries in Korean!

Had a friend that can type a whole lot in Japanese. Awww ~~ ENVY!

화이팅 !!

[고린이 도서관 에서  :p ]

태권도 ♥

Some memories of Taekwondo Days. Awww ~ 사랑하다

Seeing some Taekwon-Aerobics videos on youtube brought back lots of “sweaty” memories. Hence, this entry.

Probably the most eventful period in TKD  to me, was the times when we trained 3 days a week, sometimes 4 days. We went Tampines to train on every Sat evening. Before training, we will all meet at AMK train station. All of us will be sitting at the right corner just before the entrance. There were so many of us! Some non-tkd members follow along with us, cox we have many pretty girls [ and that includes me btw ( LOL!! OPPS! ) ]. After training, was walking back to the train station through the dark park. Sometimes was a cup of hot soup at Mos Burger before heading back and sometimes was kind ride from Alicia’s parents on the lorry, we always have v “COOL” hairstyle after we alighted.

Haha!

We went for demo together early in the morning. Playing a fool in the bus and SITTING ON THE FLOOR ON THE TRAIN!

more and more images comes into me.

How i wish we have more pictures!! Sadly, technology aren’t as good back then, we don’t have camera phones and digital cameras are ex compared to now.

So here are some precious pictures.

A group pic after a tournament.

[ I'm 2nd on the right ! ]

Me doing a back thrust !

[ PA AE !! Hiak ! ]

LOL!!

i think i scare the shit outta Valerie who’s holding the plank for me,

she keep moving back.

Receiving my bronze medal from some big shot in TKD ( i suppose )

wasn’t much a glorious match.

I lost but i still got a bronze medal.

I AM THE ONE ON THE 1ST PLACE !!

Note: there’s no 3rd place

cos that weight category only have me and the other girl.

When i found out about it, i told myself that i better not lost the match.

Even if i get a silver medal, it also means i’ve lost.

Luckily! I won!

hohoho!

Hahaha!

I cant stop laugh at myself, stupid look.

I’m at the 2nd place this time, but i would say its my glorious match!

Cox, this time there are more ppl in the weight category,

we have to fight from the qualifying rounds.

Cant even walk properly when I’m back in school and i remember,

I die die don’t wanna wear slippers to school and squeezed my swollen feet into the shoe.

Oh! She’s my childhood bestie !! loves her!

We used to have so much things in common when we were young.

Our birthdays are only a day apart!

As we grow older, things changes and we starts to have different interests,

BUT WE STILL LOVES AND MISSES TKD and we are still in contact!

OK! TKD forms a major part in my life! Not only found my favourite sports, I found great friends too!

태권도가 최고 !